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| New and Improved Daisy painting - 2019 |
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At a morning paint class a couple of weeks ago, one of the student artists blurted out, “I can’t do this!” in a tone of self-disgust. With that, she dropped her paintbrush on the table and sat back in her chair in defeat. I see this reaction regularly, especially with children. At almost every community art event, there is inevitably one perfectionist – a child who has set extremely high expectations for themselves and ends up in tears when the paint goes outside the line. In both these instances, the aspiring artist had a vision of how she wanted her painting to evolve, and the reality was not living up to the dream. This moment that I see repeated often at my events, is a great opportunity to teach one of the greatest lessons about painting and a bit of a life lesson at the same time. My response is always the same: “If you don’t like it, paint over it.”
More often than not, the dissatisfaction stems from one of two sources. Possibly you are expecting perfection. There is no perfection in art, so stop. Art is not a science. It is sometimes messy and freeing. Let it flow. Maybe you are trying to replicate a style that is not your own. You aren’t letting your own vision influence your interpretation. The solution might be as simple as giving yourself a chance to warm up, let go of expectations, set an intention, and get into the flow. I find that it is good practice to do a preliminary quick sketch paint to limber up your creativity. If you still find yourself at this moment of discontent, just paint over it and start again with a new approach. Make it your own.
Consider this; a painting, like our lives, is constantly in a state of evolution Striving, reaching and never quite attaining are all part of painting and life. Once you accept your lack of perfection and perhaps, inaptitude, your art will flow more easily and without struggle. Try to reach a point, where you can say to yourself, I may not be one of the best artists and not everyone will like my work, but that’s okay. My work is uniquely my own and valuable because of this distinction.
Did you know that it was and is common practice for painters to paint over their old paintings? Apparently Vincent Van Gogh also had moments when he was dissatisfied with his work and threw down his paintbrush in disgust. Advances in technology have allowed us to see earlier, less impressive versions of the Mona Lisa underneath the famous masterpiece https://listverse.com/2016/03/06/10-hidden-images-discovered-beneath-famous-classic-paintings/.
Many of my paintings also have years of layers. I had a daisy painting that I created four or five years ago. You can see the original version below. It was nice, but I was never thrilled with it. I painted it at a time in my life when all I wanted was simplicity. I half-heartedly tried to sell it at festivals a couple of times, and then gave up. I changed the background color as new shades went in and out of fashion. I sometimes hung it on a wall in my home. Other times it was getting dusty in a corner of my studio. One day, I looked at it long and hard and decided to give it a new life. I had not liked it, because it had no personality. There was nothing there that showed the character of the artist that painted it – me!
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| Orignal Daisy Painting - 2015 |
I repainted the background guided by my heart and soul and finally the painting was a reflection of my unique vision of the world. I left the original daisies and added color and elements that had meaning to me. The painting sold very quickly after I finished. I even ended up having to paint another just like it for another client. Why? Because I put my unique personality into the piece. Before it had hung mutely on the wall, lacking significance and power. After, I repainted it; it “spoke” to people.
So in short, your painting is not finished until it is sold and out of your grasp or until you feel a sense of completion. Neither perfection, nor satisfaction should be your aim. Be true to your own personal style and the message you speak with your paint.
Happy painting,
Arianne
